My attempt to write some lines.

This phase is back yet again
Drifting us apart more than ever.
We've come such a long way
To break this up in pieces.

And while this smiling mask covers my face
It kills me inside to think of u.
Tell me what words to say
To put this all behind us.

Yeah i admit i'm a mess of mistakes
But please don't leave me with your silence.
Can we work things out together
And make the bond more stronger?
I'm not giving up, not giving up on us.

Hear me out darling, don't u stray
Take me back to when it used to be right
Just u and me, no strings attached.
Let's keep it going, come what may
We'll be alright as long as we've got us.

Our kind of jokes for the day.

I was in the car with my family petang tadi. We stopped at Shell. My dad tengah isi minyak. Not so long after, a blue wira parked at the opposite side. A Malay couple was in that car. My brother noticed dulu, "Eh, tengok kereta sebelah ni. Dekat the upper left side ada sticker *laughs* ". It wrote 'Baby & Boboy' in black. We decided nak ambik gambar tapi tak sempat pulak. Damn. We laughed like hell. Hahahaha! Notice the irony of it? Entertainment purposes je. No offence :D

We bought food from McD at Pyramid. Sebab tak sempat buka puasa kat rumah. Semua lega sebab tak jam. Cepat la sampai rumah. After dinner, i was helping my mom out kemas2 the table. Then suddenly she said "U know, kalau simpan kotak french fries ni, we can use it in the future kalau ada goreng2 french fries". I looked at her for like 3 seconds. Then i burst out laughing. My mom and her 'superb' ideas -__-


P/S : The movie Maut and Histeria is pretty awesome. Check it out on Youtube ;)

This is not my personal vendetta.

Is there like some kindda pill that makes u wanna study?
Because i NEED one urgently -__-

I feel pretty morose. Everyone's out having a good time. I'm the only one stuck in this house. Cuti pun tak macam cuti. Gile takde life siot.

I'd like to do this one day. This would make my day.

Nyanyikanlah lagumu

Datin no.15 : Eh tino, yu stadii or no'?
Anakanda no.15 : Kawe stadii la ni.
Datin no.15 : Ha, u better. if yu no pahh, u wai' la! u don' pelay pelay ah!
Anakanda no.15 : I wher gok pelay la, ma!
Datin no.15 : Hesh! Lower yor voiss la! gok Kelate neibour behind!

If u know what i mean. HARHARHAR! So hamsap.

This is why i love Malaysia la. We've got a wide variety of cultures and customs. This is the reason why we are COLOURFUL :)

Yasmin Ahmad and Michael Jackson have 1 thing in common :
They brought people of different races and religions together and united as one.
May Allah SWT bless their souls, Amin.

P/S : AYIE! Finally jumpa jugak hang kat YM. Take care of urself. We're all worried about u. I miss our buka puasa session together last year, i miss our jamm sessions, i miss the times we spent together, i miss u. U know that u could always count on me kan? I'm always here for u if u need someone to talk to. Jom lepak, we really need to catch up on things.

Wake up and smell the sun.

My my, how time flies.

Good news : lagi cepat habis sekolah, ada masa to take license.
Bad news : lagi dekat dgn STPM.

Cuti will be so much fun if only i have a car to drive around.
IF ONLY.

When the last bell rang last friday, everyone went 'woohoo!', 'balik!', 'cuti!'. But not me. Or should i say, us. Trials were postponed till after the cuti. I've got so much to read up, so much to practice on. I hope i can cover everything in time. My books are my best friends. Oh yes, major headache. Can someone wake me up when STPM ends?

HAPPY FASTING, PEOPLE :)
1st day of puasa already i can't puasa. Aiyoo. Baru je semangat nak puasa. Cewahh. But i sure am very excited for Raya because we'll be goin back to Johor for Raya this year. I miss Johor!
The perfect getaway destination for the time being.

And as usual, bila bulan puasa tiba, i smell of Kek Lapis Sarawak. Nak beli? *promoting*

Dear Mr.D,

She knows so many pretty boys
And they are all the same
They said "oh hey there girl, tell me what do u do?"
She said "um nothing but i'm damn sure it's more than u"
- She's A Genius by Jet

YOU GOT SERVED, FOOL! HAHA!

HELLO!

Hey Hey Hey!

It has been almost one month since i blogged. I seriously havent had the time to go online even. Im sorry, blog. I left u without an update for so long :( Not much has happened though. Same old, same old.

I've got 1 last thing to say :
MTV World Stage here i come! *excited face*

Guess i'll just wait for some kind of miracle to happen huh.

So. U know how much i loooove to post vids in here :)
Just a couple of songs that i've been listening to a lot lately.

I'll leave when the wind blows.

OMG. OMG. OMG. I'm so psyched i can't speak!
Finally, Envy is coming down to KL this 11th of July! The Experimental/Screamo band from Tokyo decides to come here to blow all their KL fans away. I missed Mogwai and Toe when they came down here, now i'm not gonna miss Envy. No, no, no. I've got to start collecting money for the ticket. RM88, i shall succeed! Mama, nak duit jajan lebih boleh? Pretty please :D

Surprise,surprise! I just found out from my boyfriend, that today is his band's birthday. Dead Eyes Glow is celebrating their 3rd birthday today. A Deathcore band from Terengganu.
Happy Birthday DEG :)

This is them; live in MCPA :

Dead Eyes Glow - Burn Down Escuria

Padia Taktau!

Changed my blog layout colours! Cantik tak? Main2 shuffle the colours and this set of colours came up. Not bad jugak. Black goes with everything anyways. I'm beginning to feel that this week of school hols sucks. Where's the fun in that? *sigh* I haven't even started on my assignments pun. I will, starting from tomorrow.

I feel angry, pissed and i feel like i wanna scream on top of my lungs! All because of this feeling called BOREDOM inside of me. Ever heard of it? Well, it's taking control of me! I can't take it anymore! Need. Entertainment. Money. Fast.

I am very proud to say that : i don't miss my daily jogs like i did last time :D I jog every single day. I figured, what the heck. Better to lose some weight than gain some during the hols, yeah?

Next Saturday is gonna be sooo freakishly awesome!


Oh YES! Sakit Kepala Fest is back! Thanks to Lunarawk Entertainment :) This is the fourth one and i know that it's gonna satisfy your music taste buds! There's so many awesome bands lined up as u can see. Endweck from Tokyo, Dick Tracy, Dish, Love Me Butch, Cassandra, Bunkface, The Otherside Orchestra, Restraint, Bittersweet, Seven Collar T-Shirt, Second Combat, Flossy, Rabiyas, Fees Freezer and of course the sassy Devilica. The awesome Grindcore band from Tampin. This is going to be their final show ever. To all Devilica fans : Show up if u love Devilica!

And the best part is, the gig is going to be held in the GRAND HALL aka MCPA bawah bebeh! Yes, of course it's way better than the MCPA theatre kat atas yang kecik tu. Gila jugak kalau Sakit Kepala Fest IV buat dekat atas. Boleh suffocate. No offence, yeah? Hehehe. I remember the last time a gig was held in the grand hall was way back in May 2008; Rockestra.

So yeah, please come with your friends. Datang awal, and u get rm5 off the original ticket price. That's quite cheap tau. A cheap price for a variety of awesome bands. How cool is that! I know this is a very cliche ayat, but i'm gonna say it anyway. Bluekkk! :

PLEASE SUPPORT OUR LOCAL MUSIC WEH!

A little promo vid to top it off :

Calling all Metalcore fans!

This here is Malaysia's very own Incarnation all the way from Aloq Staq! You should really, really and i mean REALLY check them out. Now this is what i call good kick ass metal shit, period.

Oh, and u could also get their album, 'Stainless Perfect Murder' through me. just leave me a comment with ur details in this post ;)

Yad, Najmi, Udey, Shah, Azim - Hangpa TERBAEKKK! :D

Melancholy takes over.

Dear A and S,
I wish that yesterday's incident didn't occur. i'm sorry things turned out to be like this. i don't know what else to say. im speechless. all i can say is, good luck with everything.
and take care of each other ok? i'll cherish the times we had.

I love Ahmad Nazar so much i wanna eat him up

The post title has nothing to do with this post :D

Last Sunday night i went to watch Terminator Salvation with my Naza. Ok la. Nothing much to rave about. Ingatkan bes sangat la. Trailer bukan main lagi! *Syg, thanks. Bes aritu. Mwah*

Anyways, the other day i watched MTV VH1 i love the 80's. Sangat bes x) I'm having my 80's fever right now and i'm dragging u into it. Muahahaha!

P/S : To Naz, Rizan, Hazim - RINDUUUUU!

If only things are that simple.

I wish problems don't exist.
I wish everyday is a happy day.
I wish fairy godmothers exist.
I wish money grow on trees.
I wish boredom don't exist.
I wish everyone is beautiful and good looking.
I wish everyone has a pure, good heart.
I wish i don't know some of the things that i know now.
I wish we can all live happily ever after like in fairy tales.
I wish everyone would just be honest and plain straight forward.
I wish my phone would stop the warning tones now because it's friggin annoying.
I wish!

I know u think that i don't make sense. Memang pun.

Oh well. What is life when there are no complications?

Dah mula merepek. Aku dah bosan. HELP! S.O.S.!

Patiently waiting. Tick tock tick tock!

Tak jadi pegi Freedom this year. Because this is where im goin bebeh! Marry me, Steve Aoki :D

We all need some kind of remedy to keep the hectic life on hold once in a while.

P/S : Kris Allen WON! Kris or Adam, DUA DUA BES!

BRB!

I know, i know, i have been quiet for quite some time.
I'll be back before u know it! Bare with me k? :D

Paranoid Part II.

Having my mid-term exams now. Oh yeah, major headache. Everyone in class is studying like mad. Buat aku bertambah lebih paranoid!

Pharrell Williams is friggin hot i tell u *drools*

HAPPY 19TH BIRTHDAY
EMILIA WAGIRAN!
I LOVE YOU SO MUCH, BFF :)

P/S : Hols next week yaw!

Cuci Mata

The Lower Sixers just came in last Monday. Well at least there was some sort of 'entertainment' for us Upper Sixers. Cuci mata doesn't mean looking at cute guys because there was none. And i've never really bothered in looking at younger guys. It really isn't my thing. *No offence, i'm not discriminating anyone in any way* Cuci mata here means that we watch their moves and appearances. Well, the usual la, "Omg look at that girl. Dah la rambut perang. Pakai celak plak tu. Tak tau school rules ke!" and "Eww that guy looks like some pendatang asing sesat." Don't lie and tell me you've never done this in school before! Hahaha. School will always be school no matter what. Enjoy it while u can because u won't get to feel the school atmosphere once u've stepped out of school.

Tomorrow is the orientation for the Lower Sixers with the Upper Sixers. Good luck, Lower Sixers. Be afraid. Be very afraid. Muahahahaha! Kidding. I won't be going to school. Study kat rumah is way better. Can't tolerate with the terrible hot weather la nowadays.

Heartless - Kanye West

All i can say is : Kris nailed it!
(sadly, the live version wasn't available)


The Fray's version is super cool!

Nineteen!

It was after midnight. We were on our way to celebrate our birthdays! (Rizan and Me) We were born on the same date cuma tahun je beza. *Rizang, ur not old ok. Stop saying ur old. Tampaq kang!* Lee and Nik came to pick Naz and Rizan then they came to Subang to pick me up and we went off to Darus. Hazim and Ben joined us afterwards. Planned to go to Ampang but Lee just came back from N.Sembilan and Rizan just came back from Segamat, so agak penat. Penat penat mcm mane pun Rizan still kotakan janji to celebrate our day. and without Lee, tak lepak lah kitorang. Awww :) I didn't care wherever we went as long as i'm with them :) Naz made a card for Me and Rizan. Rizan got a card yang berbentuk guitar. I got a card with all these stylish fashioney magazine cuttings. Comel gileee!
*Thanks sayang, I Love You.*

Aaaand once again, they made me happy eventhough i was sad on the inside.

Dear Ahmad Nazar bin Nor Azmi,
I know that we have had our ups and downs throughout the whole time we've been together. But i somehow believe that no matter how bad or how mixed up we get sometimes in our fights, we will still kiss and make up in the end. Having you by my side that night was the loveliest present any girlfriend could ever wish for and yes, I Love You.

I had a small get together later that night at my house. Mama made cheesecake and pizza. I made potato salad. Naz, Emy, Ewan, Hazim, Zaty, Faidi and Ameey came. Me and Naz were gossiping away and she was installing The Sims 2 in my laptop. Bes! Unfortunately, Rizan couldn't make it because he was out having dinner with his family. After all, it is his birthday too. *Takpe, lain kali k ;)* Yet another lovely birthday :D

*Thanks Mama for making everything possible, I Love You*

Let him have a taste of his own medicine.

I am not gonna fall back and be weak. Takpe, let's just wait and see.
Jom lawan ego sape lagi power!

I can't wait for tomorrow! Hopefully everything will go smoothly as we planned, Amin.

Used to watch with my late Tok Ayah. I miss the laughs we had when we watched Tom and Jerry. Nibbles is sooo cute! :

Awak, rindu lah.

I would be insane if i said i don't love u anymore.
But the question has been and still is :
Will u ever change your ways?
Because i don't wanna proceed if u don't.

Revenge is sweet.

No i'm not gonna talk about the MUET Speaking exam today.

Nana A.Rahim : surprise, surprise!
Nana A.Rahim : smlm ade org tu msg 2 kali
Nana A.Rahim : call 3 kali
Nana A.Rahim : tp saya x angkat
ryzan crawlers : dia msg dia ckp apa
Nana A.Rahim : dia ckp 'hai'
Nana A.Rahim : i x bls
Nana A.Rahim : pastu dia msg lagi dia ckp
Nana A.Rahim : 'bebe'
Nana A.Rahim : i x bls jugak
ryzan crawlers : terbaek
ryzan crawlers : dia boring baru dia cari u
ryzan crawlers : bagus

Oh look! Another text from him. Hahaha.

Nak brag jugak : i had yummy sushi for lunch today!

And a random video to compliment this post. I love Underoath.



nuff said :)

Al-Ehsan, a guitar, three guys and two girls.

Reminds me of 'Two Guys, A Girl, and A Pizza Place'.
The 90's comedy sitcom.

Buat spoil mood aku nak lepak je! Baru nak shisha, and happy2 dekat Puchong. Suddenly she came in the picture. Dah la aku tengah tension dengan jantan seekor tu. Why do u have to spoil things? Elok-elok je aku still terima kau eventhough u dumped my bestfriend and u messed things up. Dah la selama ni i keep quiet when others tell me bad things about u. I thought that "Oh maybe she's still a budak, takpela". I respected and cared for u just like any other elder sister who loves her little sister would do. Guess what? You just lost that respect from me. Menyesal aku bagi muke sangat kat kau. I was wrong about u.

Memang pun his problems are my problems too. Kenape? Tak puas hati? Mai la. Kata 'gengster sekolah' kan? Ish hangin aku. Hello Miss, takde excuse yang lebih LAME ke? Very the childish ok. U should be thankful he was nice enough to forgive u. What? U think after what u did u can simply say "I'm sorry, i know what i did was wrong. Let's forgive and forget!" Pegi mamps! I told u to look after him but u made him suffer even more. U have no friggin idea how much he has suffered. It's ur loss. Sape suruh screw things up. Do me a favour and stay out of our lives for good please. You're so sad. Maybe u should buy a Happy Meal :)

Oh and one last thing : Kalah! Kalah! Kitorang MENANG! Let's do the evil laugh.

Muahahahahaha! Muahahahahahaaaa!!
(evil laugh goes on till terbatuk tetibe)

Sorry cikgu, we had to study for MUET!

Alasan yang munasabah, don't u think?

Went to Taipan an hour early to meet Syiqim and Jowin to lepak before tuition. Sampai2 je they said "We're thinking on ponteng-ing". Bagus jugak idea. I didn't finish my PA homework pun. Teruk betul. So we were thinking where to spend the next 2 hours of tuition-free time. At last we drove to Diana's house. We played 21. After dah bosan we walked to the cafe near her place to have dinner while gossiping. Hahaha. Tsk tsk. Kids these days. Ape nak jadi! Wakakakaka.

I'm bored like hell now.

P/S : Cuti 3 days bebeh! Tapi exam 17th. Exam exam, go away. Come again another day :(

And we all live Happily Ever After. NOT!

Last night i was at Puchong again with Naz, Kaduq, Rizan and Hazim. Nowadays i just get lost with my friends to forget my problems. They are my ultimate remedy. Just now i watched Enchanted on star movies. Wth. I recalled the time i went to watch this movie with him. Kan nice kalau hidup ni mcm fairy tale? Hmm. God knows how much i love him. I am on the verge of jumping down the mountain rite now. I hate to admit, but, i'm giving up. Sampai hati u hukum i sampai mcm ni skali. Im sorry, but i tak tahan lagi, YOU ARE BLOODY SELFISH. YOU DON'T CARE HOW I FEEL. ALL YOU THINK OF IS YOU, YOU, AND YOU.

Enough of the cheesyness.


I feel like i haven't been to a gig in ages. Memang pun. I thought of going to this gig because my sayangs will be performing. They are known as Ana Four Craig. Check them out! They are super tight and i mean it! And i want to go because my favourite band in Indonesia will be performing too. Yes, Burgerkill! Omg. I have to go. I also haven't been active with my label right now. Everyone keeps asking, "Nana, bile next gig?", "Nana, amacam Kebaboom Records?" The answer is : I'm sorry, i'm too busy with my studies rite now as i have a very important mission to complete first before i start organizing again.

Jangan cakap organize, pegi gig pun tak. I don't know whats going on in the scene lately. I feel left out at times. But i'm not exactly left out when i'm there because i tend to meet other friends there. It's the travelling part that makes u feel left out. I don't know about u, but i feel that way and i don't know why. That's how i feel when i haven't been to a certain place for so long that i always went before. Hahaha. Dah mula merepek.

Ah, i just came back from the warehouse sale (ZARA, Massimo Dutti and Pull and Bear) it was ok laa. I think most of the good ones were sold out in the first two days. But there are still good choices. I myself bought two ZARA tops. U shud go and check it out :)

Happy Labour Day.

Lepak lagi? Ha jom.

Usually when u plan something too early, things don't work out the way u planned it all. But sometimes when u don't plan anything and and your luck just comes tumbling down just the way u wanted it to be, u tend to get extra excited. Especially for us yg don't own a car. Tee hee.

Lee, u made our day! Mcm tau2 je kitorang nak lepak dengan Lee. Alalala :P

Once again, i was happy because they were around. But inside, i don't know. I am furious, sad, i feel like i'm tearing apart anytime soon and i feel like i am giving up. I'm sorry, but besar sangat ke salah aku? why is it that everytime we have a fight, i am the one who have to talk first? And the sadest part is that u don't give a damn of what i am trying to prove to u. I feel like the love is gone. No, actually, i don't feel anything inside of me! How much more do i have to say to u to make u talk? How long more are u gonna act this way? Do u know that aku dah sampai tahap yang aku nak give up je? Don't u care anymore? Hina ke aku ni sampai kau tak nak cakap dengan aku? Dah lupe ke ape yang kita dah lalui dulu sama2 susah senang? Dah lupe ke yang aku hidup lagi? Kenape ego tu melampau sangat? In case you forgot, I HAVE MY LIMITS TOO!

Thanks korang for being there for me again.

xrizanx xnanax

xnazx xleex

Lee : 'Ni baru FOREVER!'

Bukan kene bayar pun kalau gune lampu signal!

Some people just don't care kan? If you don't care about yourself pun, think about others yang tak nak mati katak for no reason la. Other people pun pakai jalan raya jugak. Tu bukan jalan bapak kau. Dah la buat salah, ada hati nak sound orang dulu plak tu! Fine, still boleh tahan. Yang tak boleh nak tahan tu is when this ayat came out from this tak tau malu person yang tak rase a pinch of guilt pun, "Bodoh punye Melayu!"

Aih! Lain kali, nak buat ape2 pun, pikir lah dulu. Ade akal fikiran kan? Takkan aku kena ajar pulak. Mak bapak kau tak hantar pegi sekolah ke? Deyy, i don't know care if you're old enough to be my grandpa. You were rude! Kan dah kena maki balik baik punye dengan aku haritu.

Some more i was having a bad week. Lepas satu, satu lagi masalah timbul. And this good for nothing asshole came in the picture just to piss me off even more! I don't get mad easily but this is what you get when you play with fire.

Exams are postponed for another week. Thank God. I need that.

Anyways,

All the girls standing in the line for the fitting room!

Oh yes bebeh! Of course i'm going. The first thing that came to my mind was : ZARA! OMG! I know, right! This is a clearance sale. Not a usual sale. Definitely super cheap. But first come first serve la. Ladies, you know what to do :)

Tercipta Untukku - Ungu

Sayang,

U have the right to be mad. I'm sorry i was being a little too emotional over a minor little thing. I know that i'm not the only one who has a life. Obviously u have one of those too. And u know that i respect that. It's just that i was just having one of my unexpected bad days. I'm sorry i reacted the way i did.

I'm sorry that i kept quiet for the past few days even though i know that it was entirely my fault. I know that u won't talk unless i talk first, but still i did not make any move. I have a lot on my mind lately. I'm tired physically and mentally. I would like to be alone with my thoughts for a while. I will come to u when the time is right. Know that i love and care for u. Always have, always will. I'm sorry things turned out this way.

I Hate Mondays.

1. Distractions - Zero 7

The new video clip from Zero 7. Super evil. Me likey.



2. Class A Love Affair - The Great Spy Experiment

I never get tired of this song :)



3. Further Ahead Of Warp - Envy

They create mind-blowing masterpieces.

Muahahaha

Found this on Abang Roy's blog. Cool graphics. Must see! It's just for fun. When u enter, click on the clickable things berulang2 kali. Tricky skit.

ENTER :
The Haunted House

Seize The Day - Avenged Sevenfold

Teringat mase me, Naz and Rizan were at Darus and we were singing along lagu Seize The Day dengan suare chipmunk. Siap imitate guitar solo Synyster Gates lagi. The famous part of the song. Haha. Gile. I just came back from Puchong. Plan nak jumpe Naz and Rizan to catch up with them. Lama sangat2 tak jumpe. I miss them so so much. Rizan said dekat ym the other day, "I dengan Naz rindu u. Tak rindu kami ke". Rinduuuuu! I'm sorry i've been so busy lately with everything. Plus banyak i have so much things bothering my mind. Naz tak jadi lepak tadi so i just came and lepak with Rizan, Hazim, Ameey and my bro. Tadi lepak kejap je, tapi sempat nak catch up. I've got school tomorrow and tak habis relax dari MUET lagi. *Wake up, Nana! Mid-term kau dah dekat.* I miss the times we had dulu when i wasn't as busy as now. Used to lepak ramai2 till the wee hours of the morning. Pegi gig pun dengan diorang. Aku pun dah lama sangat2 tak jejak kaki pegi gig. Have Heart and Burgerkill nanti i have to go :D Senang kata, semua sama2 dulu. I can be myself when i'm with them. Sekarang masing2 dah busy dengan life. Those were the days la :)

Raja Izlyn Syahnaz

Rizan Amran

My two best friends for life! Diorang memang kawan yang boleh bawak sampai mati ah, seriously. Sayang korang, sampai bile2 pun i will remember them. Thank you korang sebab ade dengan i time susah senang. And thank you for always being there for me. Tak kira tengah moody ke tengah pokai ke tengah down ke, korang selalu ade to cheer me up. They never lie, they taught me a lot of things, they take me as i am and they are my shoulder to cry on. I'm thankful sebab ada kawan macam korang. Nowadays susah nak cari kawan yang betul2 kawan and don't take other people for granted. Aih. Aku bukan nak brag ke ape, tapi bende betul :)

P/S : Someone dah otw with someone. Elele. Suke la dia :P

P/SS : Dear you know who you are, i'm the only one who could call him Rizang. Oops! :) Pegi la tanye dia terus.

I Love The 90's!

I was watching the movie Aquamarine today. Miss that movie! Bile tengok, i remembered my early high school days. so much fun. There was this part where Aqua, the mermaid, gave Hailey and Claire the cute little orange starfish for each of them. Starfish tu boleh cakap and all they do is compliment. They never lie. Suara comel gileee :)

Anyways, in the movie ada lagu Atomic Kitten. After the movie i went upstairs to online and i started to listen to Atomic Kitten and other 90's songs. Teringat dulu2 time standard 5, 6 and form 1 and 2. Layan lagu2 lama. I miss the 90's!


Started to listen to some old songs lately :

1. Whole Again, If You Come To Me - Atomic Kitten
2. U Remind Me, U Got It Bad - Usher
3. I Wanna Know - Joe
4. Sometimes, Oops! I Did It Again - Britney Spears
5. I Can - Nas
6. Waterfall, No Scrubs - TLC


P/S : Mid-term is around the corner! Besok start study mcm org gile balik. Aih.

Soothing Sounds For Stressful Days

MUET STPM exam sucked like shit. Boo Hoo! Why?

1. Reading - it was ok. cuma i didn't get to check back my answers. tak cukup mase. plus i was concentrating on menghitam-ing the answer paper yg A B C D tu with my trusty pensel lid. i make sure hitam semua and tak lebih from the bulat shape. told you i was paranoid. haha. wth. i'm so not satisfied!

2. Writing - i was concentrating on the 2nd question. goreng punye goreng, ayat cun cun. concentrate sgt nak buat ayat cun with extraordinary words, i feel that my isi tak cukup. i should've put in more isi. damn it! the 1st question nasib baik cukup 3 analisis. fiuh.

3. Listening - for some reason, suara orang dalam CD listening tu mcm echoing and susah nak dengar. at times i heard like the person was mumbling. i have no idea why the hell the examiners pakai the PA system yg tengah2 tu. They were supposed to use the left and right speakers. shitty. dah la ayat panjang2, nak buat ayat sendiri pun tak sempat sebab the time given was 1 or 2 minutes to write. gile.

I managed to finish everything it's just that i'm not satisfied with the time given. i've never studied so hard for an English exam throughout my entire life until this MUET STPM exam came. And suddenly out of no where, teardrops came down from my eyes. i didn't realize till syiqim said "Kat! jgn nangis!" It was nothing la. Sikit je. I was thinking too much sampai tak sedar ada airmata tetibe. That's my problem la. I think too much. Paranoid! Kalau aku dapat Band 4, sumpah aku retake paper MUET.

In conclusion, these 3 songs helped me to destress myself in times like these. My all-time favourite remedy to destress. (Concentrate more dekat lagu and not the video)

Like A Waterfall - DJ Tiesto


Ghost Girl - Telepopmusik


Destiny - Zero 7

I have a fascination for vampires

Vampires Rock. Period.

Torn

There's so much i want to say
But i can't find the courage to
There's too much thoughts in me
But i can't blurt them out

I can't go anywhere
I can't think of nothing
I can't get things done
Not without you on my mind

I keep a draft in my phone
It was meant for you
I keep changing the words
Wonder how long i will do that

Are you just what i need?
Or
Are you not worth my time?

Things To Say

Paranoid.

MUET exam this Saturday! I'm officially freaking out rite now. This week has been a very hectic week for me with assignments and studying. Things get more hectic because i'm at that time of the month now. So much to do, so little time.

Lately i buried myself with my studies and don't bother much about others. Bukan don't bother, tapi i just feel like concentrating on my studies now. I'm sorry if i've hurt anyone's feelings. I tend to get mad and annoyed easily lately. For instance, the weather. YES. Lately panas gile okay! Arghh. Tension.

I feel left out among my friends (other than school friends) because i don't see them much anymore. I know that i have to concentrate for now. Like Rizan said, "Tahun ni je, Nana. Tahun depan boleh enjoy". Tahun depan banyak masa nak catch up dengan korang. I miss you guys so much.

Again, i'm so sorry. I didn't mean to hurt anyone's feelings. SORRY SORRY SORRY :(

I See Books Everywhere

Today i went to the KLIBF 2009 with Syiqim and Shafiqah. We met at the KTM train station in subang (of course) and decided to go on an adventure and naik public transport. Interesting eh? Hahahaha. It was Shafiqah's first time to KL with friends. It was a memorable experience for all of us. And yes, VERY memorable indeed! Muahahaha.

We went on the train to the Putra KTM station and we headed off to PWTC. The weather was hot as usual that day. We were anxious to get into PWTC and feel the cool aircond breeze. Refreshing! I wasn't surprised that tahun ni manusia punye lah ramai. Plus, it was a Saturday pun. I didn't buy any books there. So did Syiqim. So we teman-ed Shafiqah to buy some books. It is just me or is the Book Fair this year not that interesting? There wasn't as many booths as last year's Book Fair. So went to a booth to look at some school books. I thought that at the Book Fair, there will be more choices of books for the STPM candidates. Guess not. Plus the prices were almost the same as in the usual bookstores. Kalau mcm ni baik aku beli kat kedai buku biase je. So i didn't waste any money in buying any books. Same goes for some novels that i surveyed, the price is almost the same as in the usual bookstores. Pfftt.

Shafiqah : "Cepat ler Kat, lapar ni"

Yummyness! :D

After walking around and searching for interesting books at the Book Fair, we headed off to The Mall to have lunch. Manusia penuh macam biase because of the Book Fair. At last we went to Kenny Rogers to eat. After lunch, we walked back to the KTM station to catch the next train home. It was even hotter then because it was already 2pm. We bought the tickets and waited for the train to come. The first train came but it was so full so we didn't get in the train. Tunggu la train kedua. Sementara tunggu, Shafiqah and Me were wondering if this is really the right platform. Syiqim said it was the right one. So buat bodoh jela. We were too tired to think pun. So we got on the next train.

Now this is Seputeh

cacat?

Syiqim : "Muka Putra Heights!"

Suddenly dalam train we realised that we got into the wrong train. So kitorang pun turun at the next station, Seputeh. Nasib baik tak sampai Seremban! We laughed the matter off and snaped pictures while waiting for the train. Train dah sampai, we got in the train and stopped dekat KL Central sebab kena tukar train. We waited at the Pel. Klang platform to go back to subang. 2 3 train dah lalu tapi tak bleh naik sebab penuh. Arghh. Tension. Dah la i was having PMS :( We were restless most of the time. But we had so much fun together. Im glad i went to the Book Fair with them :) *Syafiqim, nanti we go outing2 lagi k? ;)*

Shafiqah and Syiqim :)

Hottie stalking part I!

Hottie stalking part II! Rawr.

Tangga Subang Parade pun boleh

Buttered Prawns With Egg

My boyfriend, Naza, came suddenly last nite. Nak surprisekan la tu. *eleh, sayang :P* I was watching 8tv. Friday nite kan, i was bored. Nothing much to do. So nak rehatkan otak skit. Tibe2 dia dtg. Mcm tau2 je i was missing him. Hahaha.

He hadn't had his dinner yet, so i cooked something for him lah. Nasik and sambal petai dah ada. I took out some prawns from the freezer and thought of just frying it with butter. And then Naza said, "Tambah lah telur", pastu dia letak telur sebijik, and voila! SEDAPPP :D

Rugi tak dapat snap a picture of our masterpiece so that u all can see *kalau tak letak 'our' nanti ada orang yang complain kan? haha* Anyways, i rarely cook. So kire an interesting accomplishment jugak lah. Hahaha.

Dear Sayang,
Thank you for always finding time for me.
Although i know that u're busy as a bee.
I appreciate everything that u've done for me.
And i care for u more than u know i do.
I love you.

I just love this song. Comel kan? Dedicated to you :)

Emilia Wagiran

Just last wednesday i spent time with my ever so hot bestie, Emy :) She finished her class early that day so she came to my house to lepak. Dah lama tak lepak together in my house. Selalu kalau jumpe je, keluar merayau ke mane mane. Haha. We watched Slumdog Millionaire. I watched the movie but she hasn't yet so we just watched it together. Totally love that movie i tell youhh! :D So yeah, we watched the movie then we cooked. So we catched up on things with each other and everything.

It has been so long since the last time we really spent time together. We're all just so busy with our lives lately that we haven't had time to meet even though rumah kitorang dekat je. Her house is just 5mins from my house. Haha! But that's just how life is la kan. I MISS YOU, SAYANG! AND I LOVE YOU. Thanks for being there for me all the time. Through thick and thin, macam mane pun, we managed to keep things together between us. We've been together for 6 years, 4 months and counting, babe! Nothing could tear us apart :)

Am I Forgotten?

Today, i thought i saw someone whom i can't seem to forget. But i can't tell if it was him or not because we were on the road. And he was on the other side of the road. For some reason i can't take him off my mind. Oh God! I hate this! I just wish that i could just press a DELETE button somewhere in my system and the memory that i want to throw away will be banished forever. FUHH! But then again, sometimes i do miss all the good times we had, but it just hurts lah when i think about them. And oh bloody hell, how i hate that feeling! Ughh. Suke ke tak suke, im having a hard time forgetting these memories.


Did you forget
That I was even alive
Did you forget
Everything we ever had
Did you forget
Did you forget
About me

Did you regret
Ever standing by my side
Did you forget
What we were feeling inside
Now I'm left to forget
About us

But somewhere we went wrong
We were once so strong
Our love is like a song
You can't forget it

So now I guess
This is where we have to stand
Did you regret
Ever holding my hand
Never again
Please don't forget
Don't forget

- Don't Forget by Demi Lovato

Cheesy no? Oh yes, very. But i just can't seem to forget...

The Bucket List

I watched this movie earlier today on HBO. It was about these two old guys. They're buddies who were roommates in a hospital. They both knew that they were gonna reach their time soon. So they made up this list called 'The Bucket List'. Well in that list, they listed the things they wanted to do before they die. It included getting a tattoo, skydiving, travel the world and other cool stuff. This is a movie worth your while, definitely. Ada both sad and funny scenes in the movie.

My own 'The Bucket List'

1. Go to a Vans Warp Tour
2. Meet Lamb Of God and Killswitch Engage :D
3. Own an oldskool american muscle car
4. Become a famous lawyer. Muahaha
5. Go Skydiving!
6. Travel the world

T.G.I. Friday!

Gambar takde kene mengana with this post.
I just miss T.G.I. Fridays hehe :D

HELLO PEOPLE! :)

Nana i am, and this is my current and offishal blog for now. My 2nd one actually. I hope yg ni will last lah. There's no reason pun why i deleted my 1st blog. I just felt like starting a fresh, new blog. and here i am. New blog for a new year kan? Well not so new la since we're already in april. Cepat je masa berlalu.

I will update as often as i can *i will try, syiqim :P* This is a very busy year for me as i will be facing STPM in less than 7 months lagi! Wth.

During PA today Pn.Komalam yg sangatlah baik hati, gave us double period study-free time. Hehehe. So apa lagi, dalam bilik SAL tu riuh la. Nothing much to do pun. My other classmates played congkak la, chess la, card games la. Usual 'games' in school la. We (Me, Syiqim, Shafiqah, Aqilah and Fidod) were surfing the net. Saje lah nothing to do kan. So we went blog-stalking. Muahahaha. It was so much fun la bila teringat cerita2 lama. Aih :) Then we browsed a couple of online boutiques to usha new clothes and accessories just to pass the time while waiting nak balik tu.

I was ym-ing with rizan earlier just now. Dah lama gile since we ym-ed! I can't recall the last time we ym-ed. And it made me think, i haven't spent time with my friends for quite some time. I miss them so much! I miss naz, rizan, and emy so so much. I don't know bile the next time i will really lepak with them. Sokay, i am willing to sacrifice this important year for my own future :) I vow that i will do my best, PERIOD! Habis STPM, aku nak enjoy sakan dulu before anything else! Hahaha.


Ttyl ;)