Torn

There's so much i want to say
But i can't find the courage to
There's too much thoughts in me
But i can't blurt them out

I can't go anywhere
I can't think of nothing
I can't get things done
Not without you on my mind

I keep a draft in my phone
It was meant for you
I keep changing the words
Wonder how long i will do that

Are you just what i need?
Or
Are you not worth my time?